Monday, August 30, 2004

Hard Liquor.

Shaved me a porn moustache. I'll probably be bored with it by tomorrow, but right now it amuses me.
I can't believe how tired I've gotten - and still am. It takes me so much effort right now just to keep up a semi-regular comic schedule.. I'm really burnt up. I need a vacation.
Last weekend I poured some effort into Worst Case Scenario, The Grim DotCom and the new mystery project, although mostly in storyboarding the latter, since I'm hesitant to just DRAW it and get stranded with pages I didn't intend that way. That's the biggest problem: I'm not so much tired physically, but mentally. So I have trouble visualising how I want the end result of my drawings to come out, so I'm resorted to just... drawing. Doodling, trying to get a spectacular result, but not really in control of what I'm doing. I don't like it.
And at work it's not much better. I'm putting in justabout the minimal amount of effort and can't be bothered to show too much initiative. I'm a shell of the employee I was - and it's all thanks to fatigue.
I don't *want* to complain about it, since it certainly isn't cancer or any rare blood disease or anything. But I barely recognize myself right now. And that can't be good either.

I hope I can get some sleep sometime soon. For days and days. Not just a few hours.

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